Lyrics

You see the side I let you see
The calm between the storms
But underneath the surface
There’s a war I can’t ignore

Every scar I tried to bury
Every ghost I couldn’t kill
You keep reaching for my heart
While I’m fighting with myself

If you look too close
You might find the truth

If you saw the dark of me
Would you still stay?
If you felt the weight I carry
Would you walk away?
Every broken part inside
Every memory
If you saw the dark of me
Would you still love me?

I can feel you getting closer
To the places that I hide
To the edges of the chaos
That I keep locked up inside

You deserve a perfect version
Not the mess I’ve always been
But you keep pulling me toward you
While I’m caving in again

If you open up the door
There’s no turning back

If you saw the dark of me
Would you still stay?
If you felt the weight I carry
Would you walk away?
Every broken part inside
Every memory
If you saw the dark of me
Would you still love me?

I don’t wanna hurt you
I don’t wanna break you too
But I’m terrified
Of what I might do

Maybe I was always
Too far gone

If you saw the dark of me
Would you still stay?
If you knew the worst about me
Would you run away?
Every shattered piece inside
Every tragedy
If you saw the dark of me
Would you still love me?