Lyrics

I trace the cracks in the ceiling again
Counting the breaths that I never defend
Every word feels loaded with doubt
Say it out loud, then I choke it back down

Mirrors don’t blink when I fall apart
They just repeat what already are
Static in veins, I’m wired to fail
Pulling the thread but I’m caught in the veil

I’ve been standing in the echo
Of everything I’m not
If I burn just to be seen
Would you notice when I’m gone?

Am I good enough?
Or just filling the space
Another ghost in the system
Another worn-out face
I give it all I’ve got
Still it’s never enough
Tell me who I have to be
To be good enough

I wear my sins like a second skin
Let the noise crawl underneath again
Every promise rusts with time
Every truth gets redesigned

I built my faith from broken code
Tried to feel something I don’t control
Hands shake when I reach for hope
Like it might disappear if I hold it too close

I’ve been screaming in silence
Waiting for the sign
If I lose what’s left of me
Do I finally cross the line?

Am I good enough?
Or just stuck in between
A glitch in the pattern
Never quite clean
I bleed honesty
But it’s still not enough
Tell me what you want from me
To be good enough

Cut me open, let the light in
Or shut me down, erase the violence
I’m tired of proving I exist
Tired of chasing counterfeit bliss

If perfection’s the price of love
Then I’m bankrupt, I’ve had enough

Say I’m broken
Say I’m wrong
Say I should’ve known all along
I keep bending
I don’t break
But I’m cracking just the same

Am I good enough?
Or just passing through
A shadow in the signal
Waiting on you
I give everything
Till there’s nothing left of us
Tell me—am I even close
To being good enough?

If I disappear tonight
Would it finally be enough?